The God of Flow ~ Session #33
The End of the Beginning
The Beginning of the End
a complete cycles into another
…
[breathing introduction]
Wow you are doing it, the lions gate opened, the universe heard. I am getting out the way and allowing whatever comes to come and whatever goes to go. On the tail end of a beautiful day, I’m feeling the dragon sickness taking its toll on the inner. [deep inhale] There’s been a lot of focus on the inner, I’ve brought a lot from inside outward and today was a beautiful manifestation of that. Tomorrow, or right now, the focus is on the body and the physical and creating a balance. Hit the bars in the park, some capoeira, some movement of the body, getting into the body, feeling the body. Instead of trying to transcend to the spirit realm. As the seasons change (and I have a feeling tomorrow will be cold) I need to feel the Earth. Get in touch with tha mudder. I love my mudder… and fodder.
[Blocked inhale]
Can you hear that [and again] slightly blocked nose from bit too much diary and i think schmoke. Wow. Today was a whole journey. Starting off feeling like no one was going to turn up but then calming the mind and allowing whatever happens to happen.
Some guy turns up who I dropped a leaflet in his guitar case when he was busking. He was insane. His ability to adapt and… zi ran 自然. That was a zi ran 自然 guitar player right there. That was Jazz. He was able to feel completely, it was beautiful. I was able to test out reading some poetry.
WOW.
I am seeing a path that has no path, it's just me right here expanding.
Taking the steps I need to expand and grow but also refine, it's a beautiful time. I need to be conscious right now of [blocked inhale] how I am feeling, my body, my qi has been very much exhausted and spent and used up. So tomorrow, when I feel the need to do more. I may need to pull it back. Not push it too far. Understand that I'm seeing Cleo on Tuesday, doing a reading on Wednesday. Lets keep it chill and ease into it because tomorrow is going to be a Yin to the Yang of today. I can’t try and force it to be anything that it’s not. Today was so natural. So natural. Magi. It won’t fully settle in and it won’t for the other people there until a few days time or weeks time (or even a month or year) until that alchemical process inside all of us starts to react and refine and change. It’s beautiful, Wow.
I am a powerful divine compassionate thoughtful beautiful successful loving being.
There is so much, I am able to feel the reflections of Self through the interactions I am having with people that reveal that Self. It feels so connected. One.
[shivers]
I guess you could call this number 33.
[inhale … exhale]
I feel so sure of who I am. So many paths have converged and come to one. I no longer feel fractured, right now in this moment I feel so content. I don’t feel the need to hold on to last night. I don’t feel the need to plan tomorrow. It all works itself out.
[inhale…exhale…inhale]
Seeing the smiles, the joys, the connection, the expansion within… I could feel the people and it brought that same effect on myself. It started off soooo in my head then into my body then beyond to somewhere. Somewhere else. We’d all lifted up into this collective flow. So beautiful. Everyone felt like family. It felt so naturally moving, everyone fit perfectly coming intchupuchipi…
People came, people went. I didn’t try to hold on. I didn’t try to pull in. When I did, I was aware of it and allowed myself to step back.
Wow.
I don’t even feel the need to call this diary of a daoist because it's not that… anymore. There is no title for this anymore… its simply ॐ.
[breathing]
This is simply words on a page, words in a recording de vice. How can I call something that I can’t name? Huh. Trying so desperately (well my mind is) but nothing comes up. Its just…
Pooof
it’s simply poetry
Flowetry
I knowetry
pchpchpch
[inhale]
“It’s a start out and an end when the heart is a friend
Your mind cannot maze
The amaze of a master”
Wow
I write fckn poetry
Haha
Wow
I
bow
down
to
The
God
Of
Flow
…
The
God
Of
Flow
yo
peace
